When you want something so bad, you’ll do anything to get it. I want a baby really bad and I have done some interesting things trying to get pregnant. Every time I read something, or hear a story about a way someone got pregnant, I would try it. For instance, I have put crystals under my mattress to bring good energy to our love making. I make my guy hold my legs up in the air after. A friend of my cousin was trying to get pregnant and they did by doing it doggy-style every night. The things we will do to get pregnant.
When I think of getting pregnant I think -Mind, Body and Spirit. First body, I went to my OBGYN and checked my female parts. I have one ovary because of Endometriosis the cyst had engulfed my right ovary the doctor couldn’t save it. I am thirty eight years old which means my egg count is lower. I found out I was fertile and my one Fallopian tube is open but I am a little low in Progesterone. The OBGYN offered some pills to get the Progesterone back to a normal level. I don’t want artificial hormones in my body especially effecting my unborn baby. There has to be more of natural way?
We hold ourselves back from what we want because of our mind. My eighteen year old daughter got pregnant this year. I struggled with it so much I cried for about a week. I wanted her to go to college not follow in my foot steps. I was a young mom. I also struggled with the thought of how can I be a new mom and a grandmother. My mind was telling me I should choose. Our mind is very powerful. I had to hit “Ctrl” “Alt” and “Del” to stop my thoughts. I know in my heart that I will be a loving grandmother plus love my new child as well. Letting Go of those harsh thoughts were the first thing I needed to do with getting my mind ready to bring this child into the world. I lost my job at the end of March so I felt like a looser. Letting go of those harsh, negative thoughts about my identity with career will enhance my chances of getting pregnant. Keep pure love in your heart and mind will hopefully increase my chance of getting pregnant.
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